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Personality: Nicole is very laid-back and mellow with the things she does, but she can easily stress out whenever she’s put under pressure. She’s very dependant on her own friends, and suffers from monophobia, which basically means she’s very afraid to be alone. Luckily, with her close friends nearby, she isn’t lonely even though she thinks she is. What she want the most is to show affection towards her friends, which in her eyes, is the only way for them to know she loves them. She would go as far as it would take, which makes her naïve. But because of her shy nature, it’s very difficult for her to express her feelings towards the people she loves. Nicole is always friendly and polite, even when others are not against her. History: Nicole grew up in a broken home. She always knew that she wasn't wanted, and her parents often made that clear to her, either verbally, or psychically. Her parents made her believe she was the cause of all the trouble and the fights they had, which caused her to have a very low self-esteem. Because of that, Nicole started drawing out her feelings and emotions on paper which she considered to be some sort of therapy to deal with her situation at home. Nikki was a bit chubby when she was younger, and she was being bullied throughout her preschool and the first two years of high-school. Because of this, she had a very low self-esteem and is very shy. She grew older and more beautiful with very year that passes, but her personality never changed. Up to this day, she still remains that same shy girl with the low self-esteem. Throughout her preschool and highschool years, she didn't have any friends besides Meagan. Meagan's mother died when she was young, and she could relate to Nicole in many ways. It took a very long time for Nicole to open herself up towards her, but once she did, a very close friendship formed that only became closer as each day passes by. It wasn't until many years later that Nicole started to notice certain things about Meagan. She didn't know what it was that got her so captivated about Meagan. Whether it was her smile or the things she felt when they were alone together. At some point, Nicole realized she was in love with Meagan and that she wanted more then just friendship. At first, Nicole thought the feelings she felt for her would go away eventually, that it was just a phase... But over the years, Nicole realized it didn't really seemed to away... The feelings only got stronger the more she was denying it... Nicole however, discovered her imagination could make Meagan do the things she wanted to do, and drifts away at night in her own little world, where she fantasizes about her… Most of the time, it led Nicole to touch herself whenever she was thinking about Meagan. Things started to change for her when she got to college. Studying graphics design, she intends to make a career out of her passion for drawing, and during a paid internship in her second year of college, she left a good impression on the company who offered her a job after she graduated from college. From the money she saved, she hired an apartment with Meagan, who also attended at the same college, and live together to this day. But even her years in college, her personality did not changed. She still remained that same shy girl with the low self-esteem. Meagan was her only friend at first, until a Doberman named Terry tried to make a move on her. To say the least, Nicole wasn’t impressed by that, mainly because she’s shy. A lot of guys seem to like her for her appearance, but because of her nature, and naivety, she was too oblivious to see it whenever a guy tried to make a move on her. Seeing as she isn’t very talkative towards strangers, she didn’t go along with it, which made the guys realize she isn’t “interesting”. Nicole didn’t go out very often, so it was only natural for Meagan to drag her to parties where Nicole didn’t seem to have a good time. But when she saw Terry again at a party one night, the two of them started to talk and she realized she had more in common with him then she could’ve imagined. The two of them started to hang out more often while Nicole thought she had gained a new friend. Terry on the other hand, only wanted one thing from her, and that was to have sex with her, but waited for the right moment to seduce her. Being so naïve, Nicole didn’t realized what Terry was really after. It wasn’t until a few months later that Nicole revealed that she was lesbian. She told Terry everything, while being oblivious to Terry’s true intentions. Nicole told Terry her deepest desires and fantasies. But her biggest desire was to have someone of her own to share her passions with. For all these years, she never had someone of her own. After hearing this, it made Terry change the way he thought about Nicole. What started out with the intention of a one-night stand, turned to a very close friendship… But Terry could never really let go of the desire to have sex with her… Even it was for just one night… Nonetheless, Terry sticks with her and tries to let Nicole crawl out of her isolation by going out with her and to let her meet new people. But he was never able to shake off the affection he started to feel towards Nicole… You can read more about Nicole, Terry and Meagan in the story "The voice of Reason". |